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EIGHT lasts.
8. last time you kissed someone? last night
7. last beverage: red wine then water
6. last phone call: talia to see where she was
5. last text message: talia to see where she was
4. last CD played: return to cookie mountain - tv on the radio
3. last bubble bath: roughly 10 years ago i think
2. last time you cried: this morning
1. last snack: bounty
SEVEN have you's.
7. have you ever dated someone twice? no
6. have you ever been cheated on? yes, but i didnt find out til long enough after that it didnt matter at all
5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? yes
4. have you ever thought you had fallen in love? yes
3. have you ever lost someone special? this morning
2. have you ever been depressed? yes
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up? yes
SIX things you did in the past three days.
6. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
5. broke up with someone i should have
4. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
3. taken so many pills i puked 15 times
2. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
1. broke up with someone i should have
FIVE favorite people to talk to.
5. talia and jack
4. genevieve
3. drake
2. max laurence and dan
1. chris
(no order)
FOUR places you have been on vacation.
4. cuba
3. dorset
2. kos
1. orlando
List THREE favorite colors.
3. black
2. purple
1. blue
List TWO things you love to do.
2. sleep in lauren's arms
1. ecstasy
This month have you...
- Fallen out of love: its complicated, but no, not really.
- Laughed until you cried: cried until i laughed
- Met someone who changed your life: all the time
- Gotten close to someone: yes. then i fucking hurt her.
- Found out who your true friends were: i know who my true friends are.
this morning i made a horrible mistake, and even though i know it was for the best, it was still a horrible mistake. but things that are really for the best shouldnt feel like such horrible mistakes. why are these things so hard to understand, why am i so lacklustre, and why do i rush into things and hurt people, including myself? why am i writing about this on livejournal, and why am i not lying in her arms right now? why do i let my brain do my thinking for me? why am i even calling it a mistake? how is she so amazing, and if so a) why cant i commit and b) why did i let her go. why cant i cherish the situation i am in which was the reason for letting her go, and why cant i see how lucky i am to even have this "problem"?
8. last time you kissed someone? last night
7. last beverage: red wine then water
6. last phone call: talia to see where she was
5. last text message: talia to see where she was
4. last CD played: return to cookie mountain - tv on the radio
3. last bubble bath: roughly 10 years ago i think
2. last time you cried: this morning
1. last snack: bounty
SEVEN have you's.
7. have you ever dated someone twice? no
6. have you ever been cheated on? yes, but i didnt find out til long enough after that it didnt matter at all
5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? yes
4. have you ever thought you had fallen in love? yes
3. have you ever lost someone special? this morning
2. have you ever been depressed? yes
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up? yes
SIX things you did in the past three days.
6. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
5. broke up with someone i should have
4. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
3. taken so many pills i puked 15 times
2. broke up with someone i shouldnt have
1. broke up with someone i should have
FIVE favorite people to talk to.
5. talia and jack
4. genevieve
3. drake
2. max laurence and dan
1. chris
(no order)
FOUR places you have been on vacation.
4. cuba
3. dorset
2. kos
1. orlando
List THREE favorite colors.
3. black
2. purple
1. blue
List TWO things you love to do.
2. sleep in lauren's arms
1. ecstasy
This month have you...
- Fallen out of love: its complicated, but no, not really.
- Laughed until you cried: cried until i laughed
- Met someone who changed your life: all the time
- Gotten close to someone: yes. then i fucking hurt her.
- Found out who your true friends were: i know who my true friends are.
this morning i made a horrible mistake, and even though i know it was for the best, it was still a horrible mistake. but things that are really for the best shouldnt feel like such horrible mistakes. why are these things so hard to understand, why am i so lacklustre, and why do i rush into things and hurt people, including myself? why am i writing about this on livejournal, and why am i not lying in her arms right now? why do i let my brain do my thinking for me? why am i even calling it a mistake? how is she so amazing, and if so a) why cant i commit and b) why did i let her go. why cant i cherish the situation i am in which was the reason for letting her go, and why cant i see how lucky i am to even have this "problem"?