feeling human!

[jdd]

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Comments

[xhilikusx]

Aww honey. You're so strong. I am still so sorry for your loss.

I hope you don't get to see him soon, other than in the spiritual sense!

Much love xxxxxx

[jdd]

god i wish i felt strong.
i just feel utterly useless.
the realisation that he's never come back is settling in.
its such a hard thing to take in and try to accept.
this should never of happened.

yea i dont think i'll be seeing him for a good few years yet. but something tells me he'll still be around to watch me. and im thankful for that.

your words and love are very much appreciated Lucy, you have no idea .xxxxx

[xhilikusx]

I really mean every word honey. I am still trying to comprehend that my friend Bryan has been gone for two weeks.. it just doesn't make sense to me. It's heartbreaking losing people you care about. Chin up and hopefully I'll see you soon enough to give you some real hugs. xxxxxxxxx

[joe_cactus]

aw, Lynzee, I'm so sorry for your loss pet. *hugs*

[jdd]

thank you Lynn
*hugs*

[wikkedmickey]

Oh sweetpea, reading this made me cry :*( He's always gonna be with you and watch over you. *hugs hugs and more hugs* be strong and i'm here for you.

xoxoxox

[jdd]

so sorry mickey.
that was never ment to make people cry.
although, im sure it is sad when you read it.

thank you so much, i know your always there for me.

xoxoxoxox

[wikkedmickey]

It's ok sweetpea. *hugs and love* I hope you're doing well.

xoxoxoxox

[_bubblewrap_]

You sound a little more positive than you have over the past days. I hope you're feeling it. Maybe going to see him was what you needed, seeing him again.

I hope everything goes well on Wednesday. We're all here for you x

[jdd]

yea i agree.
i know some people get freaked out at the fact i could goto see him like that and hold his hand and kiss him.
its a strange thing to go through.
but he was just him in that room,
and i thought me going was my chance to let him know i was and am always there for him if he ever needs me

thanks ever so much xx