i hope you are feeling a little better. I know this is a really hard time and it will take a while to cope. if you need anything im here. I know we dont talk much but i know how hard things like this are. dont hesitate to email or call or IM or whatever you need. <3
This brought tears to my eyes again. I'm really feeling for you hon. There are times like these when some things just don't feel right (such as going to concerts), but just remember... He wouldn't have wanted you to stop doing things you enjoy. But be strong, and remember the good times. He is in a better place now..no more suffering. He will always be with you. I'm proud of you Lynzee for being able to write about all of this. Much love xxxx
couldnt agree more luc. yea i know dill, he would want me to get on with it and stop being soft. but its hard, i didnt realise how much i loved him until i saw him lying there. and i hate that. i feel guilty that i wasnt there to tell him that.
i feel like somethings happened but i cant put my finger on it. like he's finally at rest, but he's still hanging around me, keeping me safe. i think he read my letter....
This is killing me cause i'm not near to help you through this. It's rough love and i know it's not much, but im here for you, always. It breaks my heart to see you in so much pain and i'm helpless :*( You just take all the time you need, lj can wait, just remember we love you so much and he's always gonna be in your heart and soul forver. I'm getting all weepy again. Love you muchly wifey, always and forver.
This touched me, I know how the feeling is... all of my support, I know it's gonna take long to "recover", these events rip your heart off and the pain at times is unbelievable, but I hope you feel better soon honey. One day you'll see him again, among the angels, and it will be like he never left you really... till then, be strong, and keep him in your heart. *hug* <3
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i mite have to ask you for your email again..and i only have msn cos aol pissed me off.
im glad you said it might take a while.
a couple of people i know seem to think 2 weeks is all it takes.
how wrong people can be.
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yea i know dill, he would want me to get on with it and stop being soft.
but its hard, i didnt realise how much i loved him until i saw him lying there. and i hate that. i feel guilty that i wasnt there to tell him that.
i feel like somethings happened but i cant put my finger on it.
like he's finally at rest, but he's still hanging around me, keeping me safe. i think he read my letter....
*thank you,xxxxx*
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xoxoxoxoxox
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i cant think of a reply to that mickey.
but thank you so much.xxxxx
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that was beautiful.
his sister told me to keep him with me also.
i couldnt bare to let go, to be honest.
i know he's happier now.
xxxxx
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