I had such a pleasent evening tonight with Leah, It was nice to relax and not have to worry about people... ahhhhh, she's great

RIP "Heather Beam Blizzard" March 15th 2005 - July 28th 2005 ( Read more... )

SOO usually i bitch moan and complain about the shitty life i live. but not today ( Read more... )

Now's the time, make your move, take a chance, that's the only way you're going to ever get anywhere in life ( Read more... )

Boy am I pathetic... I hadn't seen her in like 3 weeks.. thought i was doin good.. boy was i wrong, I see her at her work... and I melt.. damnit... i dunno what to do anymore, she has this hold on me.. I need to work on that..

So yeah I got a knife pulled on me today... it was weird.. oh well

Yes well it's been a month, but a eventful month at that (not), well anyway I just got back from the beach, it was fun.. (not), I can only take so much seafood and the lack bein able to get away from people.. Oh sure I had fun at times, but most of the time I realized how much of a loser I really am... oh well the world's got to have losers also ( Read more... )

WOOO The Spurs won the NBA finals, I was so excited, haha,haha yeah well enough of that,

"I realized how much i truley love you, how happy I am with you, I believe when I leave if i have you I'll be okay, I wanna be with you again" yeah sadly i believed that shit for the 4th time, and again it's all bullshit, she musta found another guy and threw me to the side like always, and she'll come back after he ditches her, oh well what do ya ( Read more... )

Ain't no sunshine in this home, only darkness every day

Yeah i haven't updated in a few days, just haven't felt like it.. well I worked yesterday and golfed awhile, and today I haven't done anything so yeah..

I find myself staring, at the same thing over and over, I don't know why, and once again, I don't know why I bother with you, there's just something about you.. well anyway enough of that ( Read more... )