I get so frustrated with myself sometimes. My brain and my body just don't connect, or I'm not capable of doing something, and I find myself frustrated to the point of where I force myself to try anyways. I can't say if this is a good thing or not. I pushed myself like this at my black belt test and almost broke my hand....but I got my black ( Read more... )

Today I passed my final martial arts test before preparing for second degree. In a couple of months I will be traveling to Kwon's Champion School near Washington, DC to meet with the Grandmaster and test for 2nd degree black belt. Terrified doesn't quite cut it.....but I'm excited too. Bring it on! I know I can do it, I just have to get serious ( Read more... )

Life is good. I turned 25 last Saturday and had an amazing b-day. I got an XBox360 with Rock Band from my parents and that was a huge suprise. I love it....I'm a rock star. I got my hair cut really short too...and I really, really like it. Saturday night I went out to dinner @ Benchwarmers with cool people and then headed to Pete's and ( Read more... )

It's been an interesting year, I must say. I've been coming to terms with a lot of changes in my life and it hasn't been easy. This year I'm once again spending the new year with Emily and Fay. It's a much happier celebration, and I may actually "So here's to sister Wells who's with us tonight. She eats it, she beats it, she goddamn mistreats ( Read more... )

So my family is odd and always opens presents on Christmas Eve, so here I am with all my fun new toys all ready for Christmas day when I get the chance to play. It's turning out to be a lovely holiday, and it is so much better than last year. I have received some very lovely gifts from even lovelier friends and I thank you for them :). Gifts from ( Read more... )

*sigh* Stupid car. I bought it a about a year ago so that I could drive it in the winter without worrying about it breaking down. Guess what happened (in Elmira, no less :-p)? My car started shuddering. Sounded like it had the freakin' hiccups. Well, I was all ready at Hwardo. After I made Marc come with me to the gas station, just in case my ( Read more... )

They are cruel. It's a long story, but does anyone want some F***** up chocolate/butterscotch chip cookies? I don't. The people I was making them for sure won't. Mom things it's funny as hell. I can only pout because I am wicked pissed. I have to go buy more crap now to fix them. I give up...Merry Christmas. I'm not feeling very jolly at ( Read more... )

So here's another drunkin' post at Mary's. I must say, I'm not drunk yet, just nicely buzzed. The highlight of the evening thus far has been Erin pulling a Pete Townsend with Rob's crappy Guitar Hero guitar (Pete Townsend was in a group called "The Who"....you might have heard of them :-P.....and he was famous for smashing a very nice guitar to ( Read more... )

"I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines ( Read more... )

It's been a good first of December so far. Way better than this day last year, I must say :-p. Hey, I'm on a good path so I am happy now. I'm starting to feel athletic again too, which is huge. Helps that I passed my Hwardo test today....12 more weeks to go until my 2nd Degree test. Eep. I'll kick ass though, because that's just what I do. I ( Read more... )