yesterday (saturday) i got reallly sick.
which ruined my christmas spirit
i think it was a 24 hour bug
because i woke up today and im fine

schoooool is bring me down.
im trying to bring my grades up
but i just don't know how far i can bring them up in 2 weeks
plus finals.
i never do well on finals.
goddd

i'm excited for christmas ( Read more... )

i need an unbiased ear to vent to, someone who can be my friend but keep a fair perspective and not think differently of me negatively by the time i'm done.

today in the 7 degree weather. i wore a coat jeans and socks to the concert... no shoes ( Read more... )

how twisted is it that i'm making an effort to be friends with people i don't even want to know ( Read more... )

i suck at this whole livejournal thing.

ps. my mom is a tyrant

when i was younger i always felt older than everyone my age. 
but now that i'm older, i don't know. whatever.

i think to much. 
i love coldplay
i'm going to sleep

i'm tired of being single. 
but i'm far too picky for my own good. 
eh.

i got my year book yesterday,
my picture is terrible
and christian looks stoned like no other.

no one else was too memorable in the year book,
welll one person, 
but they don't matter much anymore.

i worry too much.

i'm making changes. 
maybe you'll notice,
maybe you won't. 
they're changes for me
and no one else.

i remember when i didn't take shit from anyone.

i could elaborate, but just to leave you hanging i won't