i feel like shit serisoly .

god i cant stand love any more it sucks ass!! and no one fucking understands me or helps me , i feel like i have to live up to every ones standerds and i have to pleas every one , my fucking god

idk im just not in to mood

well ie been camping anf yeah . im bored as fuck down their but i had one good day casue i hung out with jamie shick that was funi guess lol. but yeah im talkign to devin on eht phone and yeah im bored so yeah now im not talking to devin cause yeah idk. imbored as fuck seriosoly !! aaron loves me ...... and brock loves me ..... devin loves me..... ( Read more... )

Im sick and tired of all this mother fucking bull shit! Why is everyone conserned about my relation ship with nick?!?! it seems that i have to fit every ones needs, brady is still havin a fucking cow over that me and nick dont really talk to each other when were in person. im fine with that, i talk to him on the computer and im sorry if im shy ( Read more... )

Well im babysitting my nices and nephwe today yeha that should be kinda fun , its btter then camping, so yeha my mom said that i can have some people over to hang out but i just need to keep a eye on the kids ! but yeah , and tomorrow i only have the baby so yeah its not gunna be as hard haning out and watching her at the sametime cause all she ( Read more... )

i went to charlie and the chocolate factory yeah it was a ok movie a guess, me and nick didnt talk much cause he was talking to devin and yeah and brady was making a big thing about it , hes like not one word and he was like im gunna have to tell brock about this one . i mean it dont even fucking matter if i dont talk to him or not does it?! i dont ( Read more... )

DEVIN IS THE SHIZ CUZ
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Well im kinda pissed right now cause brady wont go to the movie tomrrow and yeah thats like the only thing that im gunna be able to do for awhile and yeah , he said he dont have any money but i said i would payfor him cause i has payed for me like lots of times and yeah and now im stuck like going with yeah those people im not even sure whos coming ( Read more... )

im home!! yay! umm im doing nothing really minot was really fun! umm yeah so their is nothing to do no one is home to really talk to , christina pissed me off cause she allways assumes that me brady and brock do everything god damn but yeah im gunna go bye

My mom is a fucking bitch and she can go fucking burn in motehr fukcing hell i fucking hate hurr!!

I cant fucking do anything cause we allways allways have to go FUCKING CAMPING!!!!

well nothing really going on with me i guess my grandpas 80th birthday was today or yesterday or what ever and yeah , well like i want nick to come online, we had a perdy good conversation last night , we were talking about christina and devin but i didnt say anything they did cause i told him that if i told devin would say shit about my past that ( Read more... )