I'm tired of trying.

...it never seems to get me anywhere.

sometimes I wish things were different.

i love you. but you can still make me angry. I'm human. Its not my fault. I was born human.

I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well.
and they may believe you, but I never will.

I won't call, I won't write.
Everything we had is now out of sight.
I don't see it coming back...

life is really confusing right now.

I think I'll be ok though.

So, spring break was very lame. I spent the entire break working here in Greensboro.

I went home for a day for some family time since I haven't been home since Christmas. We celebrated my birthday (which was in January) in March. It was nice.

My family is getting better I think.

so, anna nicole smith is dead.

is it bad that I don't want to introduce a guy I like to my best friend for fear of the guy liking him more than me?

its happened twice already.

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at the moment:
I am a number to way too many people.
I hate uncg.
My dad is being an ass.
Money is dumb.
I am crying.

The past few weeks, have been a mix of awesome and scary for me. I love the fact that I am in school and that I have so many friends here. I don't like that some of my friendships are dwindling away. I suppose it is a part of growing up, growing apart. I have enjoyed my new room so far, minus the endless ball games and random people popping into my ( Read more... )