je_united 2019 - Gift fic for thesecretdoor

[h_itoshi]

Je_united gift fic for thesecretdoor

Title: Remedy
Pairing: Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: R
Warnings: Angstttttttttttttt. So much of it
Summary: A pair danced across his vision, but only one of them had caught his eye. Short dark hair, long fingers, arms placed in just the right position to make the gangly limbs appear elegant. He was a master of his

Comments

[thesecretdoor]

Oh my gosh writer-san, where to even start with this *___*

Ok, maybe I'll start by addressing the elephant in the room, I know that there were some problems in this exchange and that this is a pinch-hit. For that reason I want to say an extra special thank you to you for writing something so perfect at such short notice. You must be some kind of god T_____T

With that out of the way, my second huge thank you is for writing me YutoYama!!! I was kinda worried reading through the sign ups that there were so few people that wanted to write one of my main OTPs T_T So thank you for writing me YutoYama! And angst!! Thank you for writing me angst!!!! I live for angst!! And now onto the fic itself!!

The opening is fantastic, what beautiful descriptions of music and dancing...more than that, even just the first line!!! How do you create such a beautiful image describing even just the countdown to music starting!!! These little details are done so beautifully that they already make this incredible!!

And then this He had heard their words,

[sanadas_sanity]

I don't think I can properly convey my happiness when I got this comment because I was so damn nervous from the moment that I turned in this fic until you commented cause I didn't know if you would like it. Yeah, YutoYama and yeah angst, but still ;~~~; I worried.

I'm really glad you liked the "covered in wounds" line because I thought it was really beautiful as well. Like painful beauty from everything he's been through and everything people have tried to hurt him with.

Also I'm glad you were okay with the little slips or porn I threw in there ;~; <3 I felt bad that I couldn't give you the NC-17 rating that you wanted, but I wanted to give you something because you're amazing and deserve it.

Thank you for pointing out that last line that you did too <3 because that was something I was really proud of myself for thinking up and just....yes. Thank you for pointing out the small details and everything. I'm really glad that it worked out and you enjoyed it!!

[thesecretdoor]

I feel bad that you were so nervous! Lol, am I difficult to write for? To be honest, I'd take G rated fic that made me feel things over smut any day, I'm just easily pleased by smut and appreciate that (or maybe I personally just think that) it's easier to write some kind of smut than it is to pour in sweat, blood and tears to make FEELINGS!!! This has both the feelings and sexy images of Yamada touching himself...so it's the best of both!!! Also the fact that there is ANGST IN THE SMUT!!!!!! You deserve kudos for that T_T More than kudos T_T my eternal gratitude? is that worth more than kudos

[lady_aenea]

I had just finished reading this when reveals were up BUT I TOTALLY KNEW IT WAS YOU, KAY. I TOTALLY DID!!!!
BECAUSE YOU ARE CRUEEEEEEL~ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :'D
The atmosphere of this fic is so well done, like I could picture it as a movie happening, could /HEAR/ the music and the flashbacks were dreamlike *-* So pretty~
And. The. ANGST.
Yamada feeling insecure and Yuto being a kind of beacon in the dark ONLY TO END UP BEING AN ASS :'D (C A N O N :'D I LOVE YOU YUTO I SWEAR I DO) is so frikkin' well done.
I LOVED that Yamachan thought himself a top but not with Yuto :3 also that section with Yamada and his fantasies was SO HOT and SAD. The restraint. EVERYTHING.
Did I tell you I loved the style? Because I do *-*
The last few notes fell from the piano, tinkling keys that struck to the soul. Even without a singer accompanying them, it was a somber song. One of broken love, lovers who would never return to the other’s arms or those of star-crossed lovers, destined to never be together.The way the music matches Yamada's heartbreak is

[sanadas_sanity]

Micchannnnnnnnn xD you spelled my name wrong <333

But I'm SO GLAD that you enjoyed my fic because, when I write YutoYama, your opinion really matters to me ;~~~; I'm glad you liked the style and that the whole thing read as a movie and you could hear the music because I really loved those musical details I worked into it.

But really....I adore asshole Yuto. It's so damn hot and I'm glad I got to write him as a bit of a jerk in this fic :'D even if i wanted him to be a tad more sweet.

GAAAAAAH LET ME LOVE YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL COMMENT <333333

[lady_aenea]

OMG YES I DID MISSPELL YOUR NAME I'M SO SORRY but I was so busy dying :'D
I love you Kat :33333
This was beautiful

[kilxarai]

Hi, this is my first time reading your fiction, and ...
I've fallen in love WITH YOUR WORDS!!
You write so beautifully!!! *cries blood*