lately i like reading my horoscope because I kind of let it set the mood for my day

oh... whats that horoscope? I feel lazy today and i'm just gonna sit at home all day?
well if you insist.

i love modesto because

i can get off of work from a job i dont even have at midnight and still find a party to go to only to get home at 4:20 in the morning and smoke.

horrible time to discover del taco.

sergio i know you're reading this which is good because we'll have something to talk about next time i run into you.

i cant remember the last time I was up this late... or early i guess

I swear there's a song for every single situation.

"it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun... Even of it's alone"

That sums up the last 2 months of my life!

It could have also said
"it's time to get out of the sober and into the drunk... Even if it's alone"

Haha I'm jk I'm not an alcoholic I'm just enjoying being 21.

I need a

She still haunts me in my sleep.

I wish it would just stop
It's driving me crazy.

So there's officially a new girl in my life

And I swear I'll do everything I can to marry this girl.
Her name is zooey deschanel. Ok ok so maybe she doesn't know about it yet, but who knows maybe one day she will. Plus I have kirsten dunst as back up. I mean there's no way 2 girls in a row would reject me right?

My brain is exhuasted. Today was a weird day it was good and bad. I did something I said I'd never do and my head is filled with thoughts I swore I'd never think again (no I'm not gonna kill myself) I ran into someone I thought I'd never see again and I'm turning into something I never thought I would.

Blahh

2 best words invented "fuck it"

I don't understand how I left California for so long I love it here I love everything about it. Especially the people! The last couple nights I've been in tracy and Dublin with a few new friends learning how to, as they call it, "rage" ever since then I've been back I've been surrounded by friends the whole time and they've all been such a ( Read more... )

So I've probably started posting something in this thing about 800 times and then decided it wasn't worth my time ( Read more... )

So of course as soon as I start to feel a little bit better my dreams start to fuck with my head. Last night was the first night in a long time I was able to just lay down and fall asleep with out thinking about her once. Then I started having these dreams that she was crying in my arms telling me how sorry she was and how she was drunk when it all ( Read more... )