I feel like with everything I have I take advantage of things I shoudln't ( Read more... )

Kevin's funeral was beautiful.

"Dump the past and live in the now. Get rid of the fads and find your own style. Quit piling anxieties, walk your pet peeves. Hang up
your rivalries and please believe."

It's horrifying to hear that my brother is cold and hungry. I have so much sympathy for him even though he did this to himself.

I can't believe Kevin is DEAD. I fucking can't believe this shit. More guilt. Don't believe it. His funeral is tomorrow. Kills me. I can't believe this. Can't go anywhere in my house, he's been here too much. Makes me think of the worst. I don't want to go tomorrow. Can't even see his body, closed casket. FUCK.

Parents out of town

CRUNK

EW came across this http://www.myspace.com/436972959 on my sister's friends on myspace. Long day at work. My feet are killing me. Drove Kieth home tonight. Makes me angry. Just because I'm conveniently almost right next to him since he got evicted doesn't mean I should be responsible for his transportation to and from the side of town we both used ( Read more... )

FUCK CHANGE, it's not possible.

A man with a ring...??
I NEED A FUCKING DRINK

Sam and I are together again. I want to marry that boy <3

Spent two and a half months in JAIL.. then rehab for 90 days. I'm living in a halfway house. CLEAN AND SOBER :D And for the first time ever I'm actually happy.

Had alot of fun the past few weeks.

I have court tomorrow. I'm nervous, CLASS 2 FELONY. It's funny how I ended up back at home. Tonight is my first night back, I can't sleep. I have been waking up at 6PM anyway.

Robert Eric Deming loves me:)

collin is a piece of shit

told momand dad.