What is it about meeting someone new?
Kind of a long read, so put it behind a cut...
I have not been dating for a while, mostly because I have needed to be selfish with my own time for a while, and because I really don't meet the kind of women that I like at the bars. Anyway, I was at a graduation party for my brother's girlfriend, standing at the counter making margaritas and talking to my little bro. So the doorbell rings, and this adorably cute girl walks in, and starts talking to my brother, kinda ignoring me even after I introduced myself. Oh well, I will live, I just go back to blending the margaritas, and when she leaves to go outside mention how fucking cute she is to my brother.
I step outside, it is a gorgeous saturday afternoon, about 80 degrees out and start hanging out with my brother's girlfriend' friends. I know none of them of course, just meeting them for the first time that day, and they are all at least 5 years younger than me, so I am feeling a little bit old. I see her, but she is talking off by herself and one other friend, so I really don't get to talk to her much at all. She actually takes off a half hour later to deal with some ex-boyfriend bullshit and says she will come back in two hours, I think to myself, sure, she isn't coming back, so I resign myself to finishing some more margaritas, and some nasty fruitpunch and vodka drink.
Oh well, skip ahead a couple hours, where at this point, the bunch of us are kinda getting a bit tipsy, and someone decides that it would be fun to play flippy cup (college party flashbacks), and I have kinda forgotten about the girl, and was pleasantly surprised when she came back! She didn't join in the game, but she sat down near me and actually started to root for me and my team (hey, I get excited at the small stuff!), so I was feeling pretty good. We ended that game shortly and all decided to hit the bar. Pretty uneventful there, except for me trying to fend off the advances of one of her old roommates. She actually disappears for a while, and I really don't get to talk to her that much at the bar at all, but enough for both of us to start feeling a connection, but we all have to leave before it really gets any further.
Now, when I first got the invitation to the party, my brother told me that I had to bring a pillow, cause I had to stay over. Well, I am not a big fan of staying over at a random house and having to sleep on someone's couch, but it would have been a long drive home, so I am glad he made me stay. So everyone was getting ready for bed (floor for me yay), and I needed one last cigarette, so I went outside and ran into the girl. So I sit down next to her, and we start talking some more, about what, I have no idea. I get up, because I need to go to pee, but before I go in, I lean over, and sneak a kiss from her. Wonderful! I hurry and go and come back as quick as possible.
I fell in love with her kisses right away, and it feels like we have known each other forever. I am holding her tightly against me at this point because the temperature has dropped to about 65 degrees, and we decide that we should get some blankets. The sky is pefectly clear, and since we are away from the city, the stars are perfectly visible setting the mood perfectly. The night just felt so perfect, and it felt so wonderful having her body pressed next to mine for warmth, and I could barely kiss her I was smiling so stupidly like a kid in junior high that has never been this close to a woman.
I won't go into details because this is not a sex-journal, but besides the hundreds of mosquito bites on my back from that night, it was almost perfect.
That was last weekend, and I get to see her tomorrow. I don't know what it is about this girl that gets me so excited to see her again. She is not what you would call conventionally beautiful (a person's eyes and smiles are what makes my heart melt) but she so adorably cute, and I just want her back in my arms, with her mouth pressed against mine. I don't remember the last time that I just kissed a girl for over an hour and enjoyed it as much as I did with her. I catch myself smiling every time I think about it.
Wow, I just realized how long this was, and how much of a puppy-dog I sound like! What can I say, I am somewhat of a dork sometimes, but I wear that badge proudly.
Oh, and first time using a cut, so forgive me if I screw it up :)
I have not been dating for a while, mostly because I have needed to be selfish with my own time for a while, and because I really don't meet the kind of women that I like at the bars. Anyway, I was at a graduation party for my brother's girlfriend, standing at the counter making margaritas and talking to my little bro. So the doorbell rings, and this adorably cute girl walks in, and starts talking to my brother, kinda ignoring me even after I introduced myself. Oh well, I will live, I just go back to blending the margaritas, and when she leaves to go outside mention how fucking cute she is to my brother.
I step outside, it is a gorgeous saturday afternoon, about 80 degrees out and start hanging out with my brother's girlfriend' friends. I know none of them of course, just meeting them for the first time that day, and they are all at least 5 years younger than me, so I am feeling a little bit old. I see her, but she is talking off by herself and one other friend, so I really don't get to talk to her much at all. She actually takes off a half hour later to deal with some ex-boyfriend bullshit and says she will come back in two hours, I think to myself, sure, she isn't coming back, so I resign myself to finishing some more margaritas, and some nasty fruitpunch and vodka drink.
Oh well, skip ahead a couple hours, where at this point, the bunch of us are kinda getting a bit tipsy, and someone decides that it would be fun to play flippy cup (college party flashbacks), and I have kinda forgotten about the girl, and was pleasantly surprised when she came back! She didn't join in the game, but she sat down near me and actually started to root for me and my team (hey, I get excited at the small stuff!), so I was feeling pretty good. We ended that game shortly and all decided to hit the bar. Pretty uneventful there, except for me trying to fend off the advances of one of her old roommates. She actually disappears for a while, and I really don't get to talk to her that much at the bar at all, but enough for both of us to start feeling a connection, but we all have to leave before it really gets any further.
Now, when I first got the invitation to the party, my brother told me that I had to bring a pillow, cause I had to stay over. Well, I am not a big fan of staying over at a random house and having to sleep on someone's couch, but it would have been a long drive home, so I am glad he made me stay. So everyone was getting ready for bed (floor for me yay), and I needed one last cigarette, so I went outside and ran into the girl. So I sit down next to her, and we start talking some more, about what, I have no idea. I get up, because I need to go to pee, but before I go in, I lean over, and sneak a kiss from her. Wonderful! I hurry and go and come back as quick as possible.
I fell in love with her kisses right away, and it feels like we have known each other forever. I am holding her tightly against me at this point because the temperature has dropped to about 65 degrees, and we decide that we should get some blankets. The sky is pefectly clear, and since we are away from the city, the stars are perfectly visible setting the mood perfectly. The night just felt so perfect, and it felt so wonderful having her body pressed next to mine for warmth, and I could barely kiss her I was smiling so stupidly like a kid in junior high that has never been this close to a woman.
I won't go into details because this is not a sex-journal, but besides the hundreds of mosquito bites on my back from that night, it was almost perfect.
That was last weekend, and I get to see her tomorrow. I don't know what it is about this girl that gets me so excited to see her again. She is not what you would call conventionally beautiful (a person's eyes and smiles are what makes my heart melt) but she so adorably cute, and I just want her back in my arms, with her mouth pressed against mine. I don't remember the last time that I just kissed a girl for over an hour and enjoyed it as much as I did with her. I catch myself smiling every time I think about it.
Wow, I just realized how long this was, and how much of a puppy-dog I sound like! What can I say, I am somewhat of a dork sometimes, but I wear that badge proudly.
Oh, and first time using a cut, so forgive me if I screw it up :)