I wrote an eloquent post.
in response to a manifesto of harsh criticism.

and then I placed it on private.

because if I posted it, I would be no better than you.
And also because that would mean I need to validate myself
-or prove to everyone publicly my case.

But, I don't need to do that.
Because I know the truth.

And that is all that matters.

The barista calls me, once more ( Read more... )

this morning, I am awake and it seems that everyone is still sleeping or have completely vanished ( Read more... )

 this time it isn't something that we can logic to death to make it somehow more tolerable;
no amount of excuses and acknowledgement of wrong-doings can make it easier, or lighter in the hammock of the heart.  the sludge of bulshit has been mucked, and we see all that has been uncovered and revealed.  Doubt is now truth, and trust seems like a far ( Read more... )

raped of this seed,
in a womb of our iniquity.
there was a fantasy of you and me
in grasses greener than they ever could be,
and so the story went on and on
but what i failed to see was
my dream was but a song that never had lyrics from the start.
They simply existed only in my heart,
while you're sincere pleas that you would stay
were only a desperate ( Read more... )

Could've allowed myself some wine to drink with Judas,
but kept my bottle clean instead.
Brought it in and patted my back for the good job
I didn't did.
Put the kettle on and drink my detox tea,
want to make my inside pretty for the only one
who cares is; me.
Overcast hanging this sunday afternoon,
and all the discarded treasure trinkets
may all be ( Read more... )

 
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 Tonight from 7-8pm I will be volunteering at the most prolific and media-covered [WMFE,CNN,Orlando Sentinal, WPRK, etc.] art event Orlando has ever seen in the name of Leap Day!

Watch Brian Feldman break a hip-or a sweat perhaps-as he leaps 366 times!  
Leaping as I even type this, he will be on display until midnight tonight!  
Come out and be a ( Read more... )

I've decided change is a matter of courage and not of strength.
If you lift your head up, 
it won't amount do a damn thing 
-unless you keeps your eyes wide open while you do it. 

 Dear Friends and Family,

The 2008 walk MS event in Orlando is just around the corner. I am getting ready to start walking, but before I do, I am asking you to join me in the fight against MS by making a contribution to support my effort.

The National Multiple Sclerosis Society is dedicated to ending the devastating effects of MS.  They ( Read more... )