ah i hate going to bed feeling the day is incomplete and stuff. I gues my room rocks or somthing according to Ted one of the coolest people i know they had a jam session in here wit the guitars and all it was cool. Yea so im in one of my depressed love sick states again blah it sucks ass, im happy only 4 weeks left of school but it also blows ass ( Read more... )

Well ok so if u any of u read this and like know me and crap u know love and feelings and all that amke a big part of me and well like as you can all tell right now im in like/love/so on so forth with this one girl. Wel heres the thing i know our situation probaly would not make for the best foundation well at least right now who know once we have ( Read more... )

Hmm so not much went on today, got up bout 12 went to the slush pit thing at Mt. Ripley that was pretty cool. Then back to the dorms to nap then hung out walked around and now this fun day eh not really but better than some. Not really much to say event wise but wow do i have alot in my mind right now good, bad, confusing a little of everything ( Read more... )

But yea this is the latest ive been up not doing last mintue homework so thats cool. Went to class today then hung with a friend then did some stuff then wnet and a visted this girl i know at her work for a whiel that was fun then i went over to a firends house with somefriends to watch them build there totally bithcn slush pit craft. And while ( Read more... )

ok so thats and understatement. Well i think the last big thing i didnt talk about was when i thought i feel in love and cried alot and all that just to be over it the next day because im a silly boy and have already met i love or well at this point, love is a wierd word i think i use it a feel it differently than ppl i feel many different loves. ( Read more... )

Lindsey or Lindsay wow im not good with names right now well anyways congrats on the marraige and new member of this world. I hope to call you soon and maybe when im home visit you. I miss you alot lol, I cant wait not sure if it means much or anything but oyur gona be a great mom in every aspect but yeah i just wanted to let you know i havent ( Read more... )

In my fit of confusion/anger/whatever lastinght i forgot to mention going to the fair which was about the funnest thing ive done lately because of her and i got to meet some new ppl they seemed nice i liked them but feel they probaly could have cared less about me whith it being kinda late to make new friends. I no its sad that the fair was the ( Read more... )

I don't even no why i keep trying, and if any one actually reads this dont give me any bull shit lines because 99 percent of them would be said only to put your on mind at rest so dont worry. I wish some how it could all end with out hurting my parents. I realize i have no friends i have people that are nice to me and that put on a front, i have ( Read more... )

Well this weekend will be my last weekend in Coldwater and it feels good to finaly get away but it also hurts because this summer i have meet a lot of new ppl that i really like and there is one that i really care for impaticular (sp.) well hopefully i will gain the couarge and insight to tell her how i feel if that is the best thing to do. Lately ( Read more... )

im amazed my comp didnt f-me and my post did post