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so i still really miss him. as time goes on i keep thinking of things i wish i could tell him or share with him. i have to remind myself that i will NEVER talk to him again. never. that's a hard word to understand. back in the day i used to get so excited if i saw 'onetenpercent' or 'abrasivedave' on my buddy list or flashing at the bottom toolbar ( Read more... )

i miss my rodia ( Read more... )

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so it's been a year. look how much i've changed. i'm hardly the person i was then. granted, most of the changes have been in the last 4 months and on my own... but still. i've come a long way and i'm really glad for that. i'm having more fun and have more friends than i ever did before. and most importantly, i feel good about being me. and while a ( Read more... )

it's lame to post lyrics. i realize this. but i'm going to do it anyway because these two songs are exactly what i'd like to say but can't express ( Read more... )

friday night was amber's birthday party. we had penis straws. i left before having penis cake, though. :( kinda sad i missed that. but i was so amused by those straws. amber was hilarious the whole night. she said she wasn't drunk but she was totally acting drunk.
pictures from amber's partylast night was a buzzbombs show at the hot monkey love ( Read more... )

i went to comic con today. i stood in line for an hour and met bruce fucking campbell. in case you don't know who that is, he was in the evil dead trilogy, bubba ho tep, the adventures of brisco county jr, etc. if you haven't seen evil dead, go rent it. seriously. here he is from evil dead 2 when he was way younger and being strangled by his own ( Read more... )

after school 10 pm snack= eggo waffle with nyquil syrup.

i've got strep throat. thanks nathan. i feel like mega crap and didn't sleep at all last night. i hate being sick. at least this waffle tastes amazingly delicious right now. mmm. i've taken so many pills today, i feel like an addict.

i love it when youre driving home and the song ends right as youre parking. fucking awesome.

buzzbombs and mfm kicked ass tonight. i'm still pretty drunk. im eating cookie dough again. buzzbombs tomorrow night at hennessey's. i promissed i'd be there. 5 pounds heavier. fuck.