Why do I have to miss her so much? This is the first time I've really seen her in awhile, and it hurts to not be able to talk with her. She was the best thing to ever happen to me and I threw it away with the snap of my fingers...

So I'm pretty pissed. I just bought the new Avril Lavigne cd only to find out its the edited version because the only way to get the uncensored version is to buy some cd/dvd combo for $20. What the fuck?!?! I don't want this edited shit, I want the real stuff. God damn I am so pissed off at this. And I probably can't return it because I opened ( Read more... )

So I got promoted. I'm not a supervisor (technical title for now is "research associate" but thats what all supervisors start out as). I'm making some pretty damn good money for a 22 year old without a degree. Its gonna be interesting to see how well my sanity can handle it, this quater's school schedule is definitely a bit fucked up. But I'm ( Read more... )

Why is nostalgia such a bitch?

So I got some really great news yesterday: one of my supervisors was fired! Everyone wanted it to happen, but no one expected it to actually happen this quick with really no indication. He was such a fuck-off, always sleeping on the job or surfing the net instead of doing work, kinda glad he's gone. As a person he was nice to talk with, but as a ( Read more... )

So I totally did what I feared, I fucked off all night and didn't really study for Physics. Ok, it wasn't exactly fucking off as it was doing a major history final exam and also the group project, but the not really studying for Physics was true. I got through like 2 chapters and got distracted by Friends S7 dvd episodes (I held back and only ( Read more... )

So as I've done in previous years (well, one previous year, but still...) here's an entry from last year's private journal for December 1st and I compare it me right now.
( December 1, 2005 )

Ok, so I'm kinda slightly drunk right now for the first time since like mid-April when I last got drunk with Whitney. And I just wrote this huge fucking diatribe about how everything went wrong with Whitney, and how I'm fucking glad its all over now. If she can't be a real fucking human, why the hell should I deserve her? If she didn't try to ( Read more... )

So I just totally made a pissy comment to someone, and I actually don't regret it. Yay! She fucking deserved it anyway, so fuck it. Doesn't matter anymore, if she doesn't know how to fucking communicate with people then I don't want to even try. Its funny, exactly a year is where it really started for me and now its where it really ends for me ( Read more... )

Have you sent someone a message (be it email, text, IM, or through Facebook/MySpace/MB) and automatically regretted doing it? And then wished there was a way to retract it? Becuase I sure as hell just did that, second time in two days. Fuckshit.