Ever since about February of this year, it seems it's been one thing after another with my ongoing wars against anxiety.  Occasionally I get depressed about it, but more often I just get frustrated and angry.  Angry, I suppose, because when I'm calmer, I often feel like I'm wasting the best years of my life stuck inside my head.

Yet on the other ( Read more... )

Well I am back home from mexico.  It was...a blast.

First off, it wasn't a lame sit-on-the-beach-and-get-drunk-at-cancun type mexican vacation.  That would have obviously been lame.  It was more like a 'meet relatives who speak no english and go on adventures in the country' type vacation.  Well, except for the one day we *did* actually hang out at ( Read more... )

I think I enjoy playing counterstrike more by myself with bots than with actual people.

antisocialness++

Next thursday I'm going to mexico.  Merida to be exact...on the yucutan peninsula.  Never been to mexico...although I *was* in san diego and *wanted* to drive to tijuana (Angelica would have none of it though ( Read more... )

angelica just got summoned for jury duty.

of course if it were me I would probably just launch into a diatribe about the american gulag on my first day and end up getting kicked off the jury by the prosecution...

Missing: Large lake in southern Chile

Obviously it was Carmen Sandiego.

Went to starbucks this morning.  Dude had to brew a new pot of coffee.  But instead of making me wait for the whole pot, though, he just put my cup directly under the drip...which is fine, except, as anyone who has brewed coffee *knows*, the initial coffee that comes out is much stronger than the coffee near the end of the brewing cycle.

Now I have ( Read more... )

I am OUTRAGED that Paris Hilton was released early from prison.

Endless war in Iraq, skyrocketing gas prices, sycophants and demagogues in power, EHH...not so much outraged anymore...whattaya gonna do.

Wanted: people for the world's first columbus britpop band ( Read more... )

Do Until brooklyn

Call noSleep

Loop

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