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My birthday is next thursday! Yay!!

So i don't know if these are tests, the devil, or what. And i don't know if it's just a "false sense of well-being", but we will make it through this. I have faith, love, support, justin and a job. I'm not asking for more, but i will kick ass with justin by my side. Fuck you, evil--don't start with me, you WILL NOT WIN.

Running my tushy off at work. Lost 5 lbs last week. Have to pee so bad it physically hurts. Been running non-stop since 6:45a. Fun.

"Hi, my name is Dr. I.M. Stupid, and i like to put my office in the middle of nowhere so ambulance drivers like Lei can't find it. That's so much fun!!"

I hate being this way.

Screw this. Screw this shit. Screw this job, this life, this hampster wheel running-and-going-nowhere bullshit. Screw my truck, my apartment, my bills--screw this life. I hate it, i hate me, i hate where i am in life and i don't want it anymore. I try so damn hard and it gets me nowhere. I work my ass off and get nothing. I am so tired of this

I need a vacation tho. But i know that at the end of it all, i work my butt off and i do my job well. I just hope i do as good a job on the EMS unit. After i volly at the PAC a bit and i get my job stuff straightened out, i'm going to see if i feel the need 4 a refresher course. We'll have to see what happens.

I can't say on here what it is because she reads this and that would ruin the surprise. :o) i've been driving the ambo so much that i keep reaching to turn the mod off, reaching 4 the shifter on the steering column, and trying to turn the airride off. Now that i'm fully rested, i realize how much i love my job.