so last nite was sooo random. heather courtney and i went costume shopping and then to dooleys for some beers. we found out while we were there that there was a bus going from the bar to pontiac for a haunted house...esalam..or something like that. so anyways, here is all these drunk people crammed into a bus drinking free beer and such. there ( Read more... )

so i was walking down the stairs just now and was thinking how i throw myself at this one particular boy and all i get for it is years of him breaking my heart into the tiniest peices he can. then i was like thinking that i probably will never have him so whats the pint of wasting my time. so i guess thats over with. ill probably still continue ( Read more... )

I have an addiction problem. I tell myself, 'self, nomore'. i think that it takes a BAD experiance to really remind urself of why you dont want to do that drug again. I had mine for sure ( Read more... )

Did everyone know that they are testing a HUGE bomb in Nevada come june 2nd ( Read more... )

It seems to me that most of the things i feel and see i know them for being 100% right and that anyone who feels or sees different is ignorant of all things right. i know that this isnt true and its just the way i am. i feel this way and yet i understand other people more than i THINK they know...thats the tricky part. am i RIGHT with what i think ( Read more... )

I'm going to a2 tonite. i hope to have fun. atleast i got me a cute boy to cuddle with. oh and i was thinking, now that i am unemployed and have nothing but time on my hand, maybe i can get on here more often..im thinking of changing my name though....i like seanroak and would like to make that my 'overall' name on online things...why couldnt i ( Read more... )

So what a long entry this won’t be. I don’t feel like even typing it all in cuz it would be such a long entry at this point. Lets just say I went to jail. It was a terrible experience and will never ever do anything again that could lead to that ( Read more... )

Why is it that the same people, night after night, year after year, drunken nite after another, go to the same bars and do the same things. If you've never been its really just drink, drugs, dance, molest and be molested. Im not against any of those things really, i just think that if your there every nite, with that desperate look in your eyes, ( Read more... )

This would be the second time that i have dreampt this, and while the dreams are scary, i think that they have a good message in them ( Read more... )

So mia and I went to lunch today, as usual. arbys it was. they messed up the order ( Read more... )