When im out here i find myself outside watching the stars. Then i start thinking about the shit i fucked up on and what i wish what my life would be like. since im a pisces my head is always in the clouds. i do find myself day dreaming alot when shit aint goin my way. and i truly hate it cuz i know non of it will ever happen. i love the stars i ( Read more... )

soo yeah yesterday ou lost to tcu which is the best thing that could happen!!!! but eah went to the ut game after we ate at hills. i love working there!now im just chillin at the lake hanging with my family. i came out here to get away from austin. but yeah. my life sucks. my parents think that my crohns might act up and u know what i dont care i ( Read more... )

soo yeah its FRIDAY! and we dont have school monday!WOOHOO! so yeah work yesterday was boring and slow. the other hostess was james hehe. he goes to bowie and i work with him tonight. hes pretty cool. but yeah i think im goin to get a name tag saing "jailbait" on it because 30 year old guys if not older like to hit on me and ask me out and shit. ( Read more... )

soo ya im running on 4 hours of sleep today soo im a lil wired. expecially since i had a bawls. just chillin right now waitting on anthony to call me. lil shithead. soo yeah my parents never realized that i wasnt home at 11:15 lastnight. soo yeah heres the story.... i went to anthonys before work and chilled for a lil bit. we did the whole flirting ( Read more... )

soo ya i tryed soo hard not to cry today but yeah right we all knew that that wouldnt happen. i saw him and my heart just droped out of my chest right to the floor. and i hate it soo much. i asked my english teacher if i could go to the ag room. i knew he had ag that per but the shop is my home away from home. i walked into mr.ds office without ( Read more... )

i just got the worst news of my life. cody has a new girlfriend. and i cant take it at all. im bawling my eyes out and i dono what to do. no one was ever supost to take my place next to him. all i can think about latly is him. i love kissing him i love being with him and i love him and i want to be with him. he tells me he hooked up with her after ( Read more... )

soo today i had a tourney well we won a game and we lost one. which sucks. i think the second game we could have done better! i scraped up my knee pretty good but in all im still goin at it. yes yes i got a sunburn and when i went to codys D had to say " damn ur red!" now thats just stating the ovious. it was sooooo fucking hot today. i felt bad ( Read more... )

i hope i hear something alone that line today. about to leave for my tourny. cryed myself back to sleeplast night because of someone who will remain nameless. not the best phone call at 1:30 in the morning. after that i was crying and called anthony. he told me i didnt need to be worried about him and everything. im calling him when i get back from ( Read more... )

soo ya CROCKETT kicks ass! we won 42-20 yes 42-20 yesterday! and yes we are on the front page of sports and on the front page soo ya and last night got ever better! i saw my old buddy anthony and he chilled with me up at school for a little bit!ohh and hes single! soo ya then i went to codys and we talked. that was cool. i was pissed off sooo bad ( Read more... )

well today was shitty i really didnt care to hang out with anyone what soo ever. for lunch today i went home and ate by myself. a. becausei needed healthy food and b. i dont have anyone besides football players to hang out with and they all know cody. ever since me and asshole broke up his friends which became my friends in 6 months arent my ( Read more... )