Therapy

[jeesh]

So I've been seeing a therapist. She's really nice. Like my age, lol.
Do I think it's helping or making a difference? Not really.
But I like her and she's supportive and nice and encouraging. It's good to hear all the things everyone else is telling me from someone who is impartial.
So I'm gunna keep going every week.

This week I'm supposed to work on

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[speaksoftlylove]

That's great that you're seeing a therapist. I still miss my old therapist, but finding a new one in korea is just not an option. It's really heartbreaking.

Have you and J had any contact? I mean I guess it's better if you don't, but either way it's just a different sort of heartbreak.

[jeesh]

We had been talking every day since, but it's been about a week since any contact. I guess it's better to just not talk. I don't think we'll ever be able to be friends. Which is really sad, because I miss him horribly. But it's too hard. And I'll just end up upset because of everything I'm missing out on in his life that I would have been a part of if we were still together.
Too painful.