mommy, i don't think u have to get a job, yea it MIGHT take your mind off things, but does it really make u feel better? my friend kara, her dad died two years ago and her mom is just now thinking about a job. it takes a lot of time to get over things like this, and i personally don't think that people should be trying to push you into something you don't feel ready for. take your time, and when you feel ready go for it. your not useless...just a little broken...i hope to see you soon!! love you!! ~jeff's sis forever~
"i hate being weak" are you out of your mind!?! if you were weak you wouldn't have made it as far as you have!! if you were weak you wouldn't have been able to help countless people through THEIR grief!! you are an amazing example to everyone who truly and unconditionally loves you!!! "i hate that i'm not Mel anymore" 'scuse me!? you are still Mel -- what makes you mel is still making you mel - the only difference is that now you have to allow yourself to be helped instead of always being the one helping others!! how about you try a little selfishness for a change? how about you make a decision and think only about what is best for Mel and Stephen and NO ONE ELSE!!! (except of course for the animals) because no matter where you end up the people who loved you before jeff's death and love you now, will continue to love you!! honestly, i was so sad when you left for washington, and selfishly i wish you had never left. now it breaks my heart that you felt you needed to get out of there. i wish you and steve could throw a dart
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