....life is good but old memories still make me sad. we had it good back in the day. my life HAS been pretty damn good. sometimes i have a hard time realizing that. instead of longing for the past, i think i am finally beginning to feel grateful for all the good experiences ive had and am continuing to have. there is a TON of stuff that i miss, ( Read more... )

so then STOP getting played (cause you are!!) and come back!

recently ive been drinking more than i intend to when i go out and i think i know why. i think im subconsciously subduing certain desires that are better not discussed out in the open like on livejournal ( Read more... )

you think i want that shit again? please. want not need not.

the only thing i want is money money money money money money money money money!

and another thing, im definitely better off being single.

wahh wah wah keep crying you stupid bitch.

i cant wait to finish my BA... maybe ill go to UNAM for graduate school? that might be sweeeeeeeeeeeet. ive always been the type of person to not only do what i want, but to ESPECIALLY do what i want when others say i cant or that its a bad idea. i cant wait to give a big FUCK YOU to all those people once i feel i have made something of my self.

well ive felt kind of blah this vacation, but i have reevaluated my goals, and my expectations of people. i just rode my bike for an hour and lifted for half an hour. i feel pretty good about that. i think nonstop high intensity work outs are the way to go from now on. lets see how that works out ( Read more... )

fuckkkkkkkk. back in the day when everyone was all "fuck new rochelle" i loved it. i loved it here....but now something just isnt right.

one last thing.. god bless Machiavelli. his perception and understanding of how evil men work is a true testament to the good in man. as they say, Machiavelli did not have one Machiavellian bone in his body.

so ive asked my self, what is the real reason that i want to leave new rochelle and move to mexico? is it because i genuinely believe that life is better there?(given that i find some way to support my self financially...a difficult thing, especially there) or is it because i want to escape whatever my subconscious perceives to be detrimental to my ( Read more... )