Beast
Dear lord
My chest constricts painfully
A dull thud can be felt
A dark shadow lingers around
This monster lying inside of me
Is going to wake up
The tug that makes me gasps every time I try to breath
This beast is fighting against its restraint
The chains that bound it are going to break
If it’s free it’s gonna be dangerous
To smell the air of freedom
Causing chaos as a revenge
Running wild because it’s sick of the gloomy dungeon it’s kept
I know I have to fight it
I can’t let it win
But honestly..
Half of me just wanna let go
I wonder how it feels to fly
To live in the wild
Not being kept in this golden cage
Looking beautiful to please others
But it’s cold as much as it’s hot in here
If I let go I can feel the sun and the wind caressing me the way I want it too
I want him to take over
I want to let my consciousness fall into this pitch black oblivion
Let it run things
All this while I try to hold on because I don’t wanna hurt anyone
All this while I’m feeling like a rose
But now I realize that I’m only an ugly wallflower
Sitting somewhere in the corner of a lonely concrete
Observing around
I’m being fooled by the fake serenity I felt with the obliviousness of everyone around
I thought it’s good to not having eyes on me
But I just realize
It’s not who I really am
I crave for attention
All this time I suppress this beast to avoid problem
To please everyone
I forget about its real identity
It’s me
The real me
I’m tired
My chest constricts painfully
A dull thud can be felt
A dark shadow lingers around
This monster lying inside of me
Is going to wake up
The tug that makes me gasps every time I try to breath
This beast is fighting against its restraint
The chains that bound it are going to break
If it’s free it’s gonna be dangerous
To smell the air of freedom
Causing chaos as a revenge
Running wild because it’s sick of the gloomy dungeon it’s kept
I know I have to fight it
I can’t let it win
But honestly..
Half of me just wanna let go
I wonder how it feels to fly
To live in the wild
Not being kept in this golden cage
Looking beautiful to please others
But it’s cold as much as it’s hot in here
If I let go I can feel the sun and the wind caressing me the way I want it too
I want him to take over
I want to let my consciousness fall into this pitch black oblivion
Let it run things
All this while I try to hold on because I don’t wanna hurt anyone
All this while I’m feeling like a rose
But now I realize that I’m only an ugly wallflower
Sitting somewhere in the corner of a lonely concrete
Observing around
I’m being fooled by the fake serenity I felt with the obliviousness of everyone around
I thought it’s good to not having eyes on me
But I just realize
It’s not who I really am
I crave for attention
All this time I suppress this beast to avoid problem
To please everyone
I forget about its real identity
It’s me
The real me
I’m tired