Coming Clean

[jeikora]

I don't know what it is about December and January, but around this time of year, I always feel the same way. Maybe it's all of the resolutions flying around, or the crash after the holiday high. I just feel so... inadequate

Comments

[sapphira_21]

I think you've done a hell of a lot more than I have in the first semester of college. I played... on one sports team for half a semester. And made friends. And did nothing else besides passing all my classes and keeping my scholarship. But you do all these extracirriculars, and you're doing well at Harvard, and not like... doing well at some small liberal arts school that doesn't push students so much academically.

I mean, I'm not telling you to rearrange your priorities, because that's your business. I'm just here to say to not be so hard on yourself. Also, that it is sort of sad that you're not in RtRP this year.

[jeikora]

The RtRP is sort of unrelated. Fact is, I have finals. >.< I was totally sad when I had to back out, though.

And I don't think I'm being overly hard on myself. I'm doing mediocre in classes, and I'm in two extracurriculars, one of which I didn't do anything for except attend the once-a-week meetings. Thanks for the encouragement, though. :-)