(Untitled)

[jekalee]

well i have finally realized ive screwed my life up. everything i have ever cared about is gone...i.e. friends, relationships, faith, ect. im in a situation where i dont have a clue what to do. i messed up and people cant seem to see that im changing and trying to make things better. im not sure what else i need to do to prove things to them. i

Comments

[dontlookback4me]

youve always had the same emotions as me, the sadness, the depression, the wanting to crawl in a hole and not come out, and i know u say noone is there, but i am, if your willing to listen to all my problems to ..we both got them...life is like a continous battle, that never ends, and noone wins.. im scared to death of so many things in my life right now, yeah we may be druken whore..we may want to tie dye dresses and drink lemonade, we may not be leaders anymore, you go to God, but that doesnt help how u feel inside, all the pain, i know how hard it is, all the questions running through your head, what should u do, what will they say, i have all of those, my life could be moving to fast, i might have to grow up alot faster, ...weve all made choices, but we all have a voices, dont feel like your stupid, or anything, ill be your outlet, even if u cant be mine, ill talk to u..its good just to have an ear to listen... i know how u feel, the whole whats wrong with me, why does this happend to me.well hell id like to know also..lets find

[jekalee]

scotti, i know youve been there for me and i thank you with my whole heart! i luv ya to death. and im always here for you no matter what! i just ment by what i said is that some people judge me because i might turn to you or ga, and i think its lame but whatever. who am i to say. lets figure life out together... we can help eachother go down the path.

[dontlookback4me]

i love you, we will defintly figure out lif..even if it takes forever....and always remember to add that special saying after every sentace and u will laugh forever...( in bed)

[heb11_1]

hey jess. i don't like seeing you like this, if there's anything i can do for you to make you happy again...i will, in a heartbeat, just let me know. i hope i didn't give you the impression tonight when we were talking that i was judging you, or thought you were 'low and stupid' b/c i know that's not you. you can't do anything now about what happened, except learn from it. just use it to make you stronger. your life is not screwed up, you're maybe just in a rut, and there are people around you that love you and are willing to offer their hand to help you out. about faith, when i read this "everything i have ever cared about is gone...i.e. friends, relationships, faith"....this came to mind, last week at BCM the speaker was talking about tests of faith, and how you never know how strong your faith is until it is tested. and he gave the example of wedding vows, like the vows you say to your husband is a lot like what our commitment to God should be

[laceyface]

Carrie, I totally agree.

jessica you're so great...you're my BFFFFFFL!!!

we need to get together...manicures or something :-)

i love you!!!

[anonymous]

oh, jessica... you know i love you more than anything. i, as well as scotti, know exactly how you feel, even though i can't place it as acurately into words as you can. i'm here for you, so is scotti- just like you guys are here for me... if youaren't happy on the insidee, then don't try to be hapy on the outside, because that hurts more than just being sad. and if youneed to cry, cry. isbetter out than in. please don'mt bottle up emotions, it'll make things worse. talk to me, babe... i love you
GA