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[jeliibeena]

Life can sometimes be interesting. Because of our almost week long power outage I have been writing down my thoughts on actual paper again. What's interesting is that I have so much to say, but sit me down and there's nothing I want to tell.

Shane and I broke up and in many ways nothing changed after that. I realized how untrue to myself I was

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[smilezypher]

B- I love you- always tellin' how it is and shit. You're right, you are beautiful. No need to change. i've waited as long as I've known you to see you be proud of yourself. You deserve it. I hope you find your shiney-object man - the one who makes you feel more yourself than you ever thought possible.
And next time I get into a car with you and you have something to say, TELL ME TO SHUT THE HELL UP!
Ps- new is always exciting. Most times it wares off and only friends are left.
-emi

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[ociena]

I agree P5. I feel the same way. A lot of times I feel completly invisible - as if no one sees me and no one cares, and when they do look at me, they are only looking at my breast. Too often have I induced myself to sleep with tears wondering what is wrong with me.

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[heathbar9876]

Aww Jamie. You are so beautiful. I wish I had your complexion. It's flawless. You and Britta are both beautiful women. Guys would be crazy not to have/want the two of you! There's nothing wrong with you. Believe me honey. I wonder what the hell are wrong with the guys out there? And was I just imagining or did you not make out with two hot guys the last two time we went out? ;-) Lol. I didn't see any of us other girls making out with some hot guy.

[heathbar9876]

Awww. I love you just the way you are Britta! There is not a thing I would change about you. You are so beautiful. I'm not just saying that as your friend. I really mean it. You are really beautiful.