kay what is all this about band being dumb? just because kris pointed it out you suddenly hate it? what happened to "band is my life"? and its not just that.... no matter WHERE you go with more then one teenager there, drama is GOING to happen, band is just good at making it public. seriously, theres GOING TO BE cutters and anorexia and making out ( Read more... )

THE PARTY AT BEKAHS WAS THE BEST FUN IVE HAD THIS SUMMER SINCE ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  bekah i love you and your party and geeky cake rocked ( Read more... )

hey.

i....

fuck.

im so confused right now.

im listening to rent right now.... and im feeling a bit better.

the only way ive managed to "solve" this was to escape it, but that hasnt done much. i....

i dont know.

ive cried myself to sleep the past few days.

then have had the strangest dreams.

everything sucks.

i want to go home.

meaning.... england.

im boooooooooooooerd and i should be cleaning my room so that i can go to sneecas house SHIT its almost 10. but yea im very excited cuz hes going to teach me bass oh yea and thats going to be awesome and ive just decided to make this on long huge runon sentance so that will be cool and kelseys party is tonight and i want out of this house ( Read more... )

ive realized something a few minutes ago. ive laughed once today. ONCE. at a comercial. i hate this. i hate being lonley. and i hate how im blaming it on seneca being gone but i know it shouldnt be like that. i shouldnt be dependant on a guy. but no one else [besides my lurvley band friends] seem to care. ive been home a few weeks now and havent ( Read more... )

last night was sooooooooo fun!! rosie and bekah surprised me and came into coldstone before friday night market and it was soooo good to see them again. so us and carli [met her at coldstone and i friggin love her to death] heded up to the main drag. it was sooo rad. i love gv. annnd i really dont have much else to say.....

I MISSS SENECA

it must be done!!

this is now a friends only site!!!!!

if you arent already on my friends list, comment to be added

love you
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i miss EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people need to call me.

and seneca needs so get hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooome!!!!!!!!!!!!

gah im lonley

hey all my beautiful friends. i know i havent updated in a LOOOOOONG time [oops] but ive been so busy being a TOURIST!!!!! o my god kels and i r living in england. no  joke. next year shes going to college there, then my jr year i want to do forgen exchange there, then back here for sr year, then maybe serria for a few years, then back to england ( Read more... )

goin to ENGLAND!!!! woot beyond all reason