Comments | jellobiafrascat: it's not you, it's me.

jellobiafrascat

it's not you, it's me.

Feb 05, 2009 23:13

While work/film stuff is going completely great, I think the move has finally gotten to me, 5/6 months later. I wish I could say I was happy, but I'm not. This is probably, in fact, the most actually depressed I've been in a long time. I could go through a list of reasons why, but they just feel like lame excuses and I don't know how to ( Read more... )

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dimers February 6 2009, 14:40:52 UTC

Geez. Sorry to hear it. You were so enthused about getting to the place geographically, when you talked about it I never even thought about the move in terms of relationships ( ... )

xk8tx February 6 2009, 18:12:59 UTC

oh man. i feel exactly the same way...minus the cat. much love.

labellabonaroba February 6 2009, 18:20:36 UTC

It takes time to create really strong bonds with people. It was at least a year after I moved back to Boston before I had real friend friends. In the meantime, try not to depress, and of course, consider reading Choice Theory by William Glasser!! :)

xoxo

I know it's hard, but it gets better as you get more comfortable with people.

dirt cheap therapist hairypolack February 6 2009, 20:05:34 UTC

sliding scale

302-1000

sandmistress February 10 2009, 19:27:14 UTC

honey, i just read this. i bet things will feel better soon. look at all you have to look forward to: intervention (an idea that has no chance in hell without you), a trip to new york to work with people who recognize your talent and ability, a week of insane sxsw madness. i know money stuff has been really stressful and i've been running all over the place, but i also know you're gonna make it. i hated it here pretty much every other day for four months, and it's finally starting to make more sense. any time you need to talk, just come knock on my door. i know i can be a total crabby bitch, but i'm always here if you really need to talk.