Liz, I'm sorry. My sister's a fucking cunt, and I didn't even know you called. I really need to talk to you. I hate fucking typing. I can't do this anymore. I'm really fucking depressed and I can't get happy. I keep lying to myself and everyone else so they won't worry about me. But I can't even breathe sometimes. And I don't want to. I really need to talk to you. What time can I call you Sunday? I'm sorry to have to fuckng type this shit to you, but I don't know what else to do.
kerry - i'm sorry. this fucking sucks, i know. i called you on sunday, your mom said you weren't around. then i had matt call later on sunday but no one was there. i wish i knew what to do!!!! i wish you wouldn't try to hide your feelings. you have a lot of major shit going on right now, and it's pretty damn normal for you to be feeling shitty, so don't worry!! that's what your friends are for, to help you out. i just fucking wish we could get ahold of each other. it's hard for me to call you during the week because cell phones aren't free until 9, and that's midnight at your house. so if you can find a time just let me know. i get out of class at 12 everyday. also, let me know which number you are calling, because there are 3 different phones that i use and i'm not sure which one you have the number to. in the meantime, just hang in there. i know things will get better, it just takes time, a lot of time sometimes. i miss you soo much and i don't want you to be sad!!!!!!
i've got a love/hate relationship with albany...but liz WE miss you a lot around these parts. i have so much that i need to tell you. i just keep thinking about all of the shit that we went through together and pulled through so i really need to talk to you and you can call my cell phone anytime.
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I'm sorry to have to fuckng type this shit to you, but I don't know what else to do.
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i'm sorry. this fucking sucks, i know. i called you on sunday,
your mom said you weren't around. then i had matt call later
on sunday but no one was there. i wish i knew what to do!!!!
i wish you wouldn't try to hide your feelings. you have a lot
of major shit going on right now, and it's pretty damn normal
for you to be feeling shitty, so don't worry!! that's what
your friends are for, to help you out. i just fucking wish we
could get ahold of each other. it's hard for me to call you
during the week because cell phones aren't free until 9, and that's
midnight at your house. so if you can find a time just let me know.
i get out of class at 12 everyday. also, let me know which
number you are calling, because there are 3 different phones that
i use and i'm not sure which one you have the number to. in the
meantime, just hang in there. i know things will get better, it
just takes time, a lot of time sometimes. i miss you soo much and
i don't want you to be sad!!!!!!
-liz
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