Where has my life gone?

Mar 31, 2009 23:40

Oh my god. I'm so tired.

Uni is majorly overwhelming right now. I can't keep up with all my reading and lectures plus assignments. Granted I'm not trying as hard as I could - I could be reading right now instead of being on facebook and here.

During summer I didn't do much writing; I just didn't feel like it. Now I'm back at uni all I want to do is write. And not uni shit, I want to write real stuff. Why is it that it's so easy to write a 2000 word Gelphie fic, but so hard to write a 2000 word essay? Now if I was writing an essay on Gelphie... but unfortunately I don't think that's what my tutors are after.

People in my tutes freak the hell outta me. In a lot of them, there are 3rd, 4th, 5th year students. It scares me, I mean, I know there's only a couple of year difference between them and me but it feels like a lot more. They seem really smart and they know what's going on and of course they'll be getting H1's for all their assignments.

I should go to bed. Uni in the morning and an essay to hand in. And another to start. And some blogs to do for global. And some reading for screen... oh god. Screw it all, I'm going to bed.

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