Could life be worse...

[jellybellybeans]

Well, :sigh: The Johnnys are gonna break apart. No matter what I or anyone else tries to do. I mean it's already begun. I hate it to. I hate confrantation I really do! And no I feel really weird around her. I mean she wrote this journal saying basically that she is taking a break from us...but she's not really doing that, I mean I'm not saying I

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[xvblessedvx]

I'm sorry things are like they are. I'm so hurt by this... whatever this is right now. Her words are so hurtful, and she says I need to get over it, that it's a dog eat dog world. Well, I know that, and with people who aren't the only people I had in my world for a long time, it is that way, I can get over anything. But I guess what she doesn't understand is that and exacy that. The only thing that I was hurt over that you did was tell her about my feelings about her gettnig a ride with her mom and staying at school. I mean if it wasn't you then damn who the hell knew that, but I didn't care that you told her, but what hurt was that she turned it into me thinking that she hated me, and I could never hate one of you. I hope that clears this up. I'm sorry that I'm smiling so fakely, but I don't know what anyone is thinking anymore... So I might as well keep my gaurds up. I'm not writing anything else in here about this... I figured that it would be a release of all my held up frustration because I can't talk to anyone else, but that

[jellybellybeans]

i still have no clue what i told her about... I mean i understand waht ur talking about but what would i have said...I didnt' even say anything at all aobut it so i dunno