I don't know if it's him, fall or a combination of both. Maybe some financial situations too but that's pretty invalid because everyone has the same problem. I've been refraining from calling people because I don't want them to know...or worry. But it's hit me...and I know I'm going to get through it? Because I always do? Notice the question mark?

This may be a really really bad idea....but I think I'm going to call him...
I SHOULD probably just leave it, call him an asshole, call it a day...but I'd rather not.
I'd RATHER call him, say goodbye, it's over it's been fun...no asshole part.

My guess is I'll feel better once I have no hope left...

I don't know.

i'm really upset. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow. :(

I am a slut. I am neither proud nor ashamed.

I am now 21. I can do whatever the fuck i want. Even not capitalizing that "i" over there is ok.

Men are worthless
There is no way any living breathing human with a penis can call themself a good person.
I swear that the extra thickness in their pants causes more trouble than what it's worth.

Why are they so pretty GOD DAMN IT!

I feel like I'm not going to be ok until I know what's going on ( Read more... )

I am going to put an end to our "whatever it is" in a week or two. I'm limiting myself too much and I'm not even in a relationship with him. I'm also becoming dependent on him and that's not good.

Watch me chicken out.

I don't tolerate people who have nothing better to do with their lives than criticize others and find fault in everything they say and do ( Read more... )

He kissed me on the forehead...I really love that.
And I've never seen him smile like that...
I can't help but go sweet on him now.

I remember when he got the call. He was on my bed and I was trying not to listen ( Read more... )