i'm going to get as many books knocked off my to-read shelf as possible while i'm here. just read Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. in the last...7 hours. better than i expected. intelligent, self-aware, some gorgeous Catch-22-esque dialogue. i expected it to be more style-infested - more slang, more jitter, more burroughs gross-out ( Read more... )

read A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius. which was neither too heartbreaking nor particularly genius, but good. in like, 5 days, hundred pages the nights i can't sleep.

figure i should start cataloguing this:
last night, drove about an hour. PCH south to the end of camino real, along the beach. a perfect circle thirteenth step, emotive, mer de noms
tonight, oso to end at residential area. back to I-5, crown valley to end at PCH. 20 miles. team sleep

this place isn't the same. not home.

my cat is dead.
i'm relieved to be home but i'm nowhere near sleep. 24...9....33 hours...want to go walking. need the day to start, so something can get done. can't wait here.

sleeping 'till 10. new record?
need to buy things. ew.

http://www.sciplus.com/index.cfm

this place could be the fucking death of my finances as i know them. also, who the hell wrote the catalogue, anyway? smartasses.

oh yeah. last minute #
16. i want to have your babies. i forget things when we're all around. it's been the good part of these past few weeks. your stomach makes me smile privately, and your crazy asians and your stuff. i think i get it. maybe you're gay. are you gay? it's also bad of me. i wonder what you think. not that it would change anything.

i'm going to bring this bitch to lj:
INSTRUCTIONS: Write 15 statements, intended to 15 different people; good/bad things you've always wanted to tell them. never tell which one is to whom.1. i wish i was closer to you. that we could talk without silly voices and affects. some things i'm not sure you should know but i itch to tell. i really don't ( Read more... )

it's torso-sized, stuffed, hanging.


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