Love...its over rated, I've been there done that, all it does is bring more pain to your life when you don't need it. I"ve been threw it all before and I really can't do that again. So what i do is i let go, because right now i'm at a point where i need to be alone. I haven't let go of everything and just been alone in a really long time. So right ( Read more... )

As i get ready for work today i feel like there is something missing ( Read more... )

This is the song that sums up how i feel ( Read more... )

Today had its ups and downs, I guess the decision i made tonight was the right one despite the fact that i feel like crap about it. I wish i could control feelings that i have. I wish i could have a prefect life. but i can't. Right now i'm at a lonely stage and i just feel like i need to be alone. I'm sick of bringing other people down. I have way ( Read more... )

So last night was sooo messed up, i'm glad its over, i don't think i have ever been so scared in my life. well besides the time in 8th grade when i was arrested for Shoplifting. Wow To anyone i was with, WE GOT SO LUCKY ( Read more... )

These past three days have been horrible, I can't explain the stress I have gone through, I'm so glad its over, Tomorrow is thanksgiving and I have a lot to be thankful for. like ( Read more... )

So today i cut my hair off, this is the shorest I think that I have ever had it. But i like it alot. So its a good Change, and it passed the boyfriend test so i think i'm golden ( Read more... )

So today just got off to a bad start...I woke up late...so when i get so school i'm signing in and the darn lady gets in my face about a Chem Comm book from last year that I didn't pay for because someone stole it. So the one i turned in, i was told over the summer that it was ok and i didn't have to pay the fine. But NO, i have to pay the fine now ( Read more... )

So Today I'm starting my live journal. Everyone has them so I feel that i should put my life out there too. (even though someone would kill me if I said anything about our past) ha-ha. you know who you are ( Read more... )