theres a hole in my soul and its been killing me forever...

[jellymac]

or at least what seems like forever. so havent updated in a long time. havent felt like it. plus, i doubt u people wanna hear about my wonderful problems. yeah, so ive definitly been depressed, sad, not happy, angry, and every other emotion besides happy. i want to be happy and i want to let all of these problems go, but my heart just wont let me.

Comments

[wishing_star78]

Janel, feel better, i just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you, although i know i'm not going to be one of your top choices, I just want you to know it.....

thanx

[jellymac]

thanx mel, you know im always here for you too...and dont think ur not one of my top choices, love ya hun!~

aw

[poeticnereid]

Sweetie, remember that you are 16 and not to sound condescending, but it SUCKS! And it is distinctly unfair. But you are not alone and I have a very dry shoulder that is willing to get wet.

Finding happiness is so hard. But if you look for it, it won't come to you. ANd it is something you can't get to. You can't expect to be super happy all the time, as that is impossible, but a feeling of contentment is an easier, and more reasonable aim-to not run away from yourself and just be, and be ok with just being.

I love you doll, and you can call me anytime, ok?
Cheers.

Re: aw

[jellymac]

thanx Krystina...i might have to take u up on the dry shoulder offer. thanx for always listening to me complain. love u darling*