There's a pattern here. The last couple of times I've been genuinely excited about something, someone (or someones) would, unknowingly or not, throw a bucket of frickin' freezing ice water on my red-hot enthusiasm. And the someone goes on with his or her life, completely unaware that they suck.

It's sooooo unfaa-aair.

I remember seeing and hearing Kjwan at [our] blue roast but other than thinking, Oh look, shirtless rocker, "Daliri" did nothing for me ( Read more... )

I'm going to bake macadamia and white chocolate cookies tomorrow. And I'm going to use the P250/100g of macadamias and white chocolate COUVERTURE from Santi's. For a piddling cookie. For something that's going to be gone in less than 60 seconds. For something that I can make and bake within 30 minutes. For making sure that I will make it with ( Read more... )

Still up at 12am. Not so unusual, coz I've been here before. Not so unusual because one reason why I'm up is because I'm thinking--I've been thinking--too much again. I could try lulling myself to sleep but I don't seem to want to try yet because one unusual reason why I'm still up, why I'm still in front of the pc, is because when I logged in at ( Read more... )

So for like the third time in three months, I'm sick. Well I've been sick. Now I'm doped up on vitamin C, and a couple of other meds for my inflamed tonsils ( Read more... )

I initially made cooking and baking into a career rather than just a hobby when none of the jobs I applied for contacted me. Disheartening, right? Plus, I really prefered fiction writing over journalism and policy writing and there aren't any companies looking for "fresh graduate with experience in writing fiction". And I thought that I had more ( Read more... )

I can't get my typhoid vaccination (to complete my requirements for the agency) because I'm sick. Just colds but really, it's ruining my schedule. And it's the second time in the past four weeks that I've gotten colds. I just got over the first bout around two weeks ago, and then I got them again ( Read more... )

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEET ( Read more... )

i can't make you love me
if you don't
you can't make your heart feel
something it won't
here in the dark
in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and i'll feel the power
but you won't
no you won't
coz i can't make you love me
if you don't"

I found my college graduation to be anti-climactic. Hindi naman sa napaka overconfident kong tao (lalo na pagdating sa studies, gosh) pero I knew I was going to graduate. There was NO way that I would've let myself NOT graduate from college. I had to. It was this obligation of mine, of a lot of people. Which basically means that it wasn't ( Read more... )