Why Must If....

[jemini8]

be all I ever think about? Why must I constantly fight with myself until I can’t fight anymore and then I give up. Why can’t I be the person I want to be. Why do I have to stand in the same place every day wondering, wishing, hoping, crying, hating EVERYTHING about myself.

I hate that i’m intelligent but can’t put that intelligence towards anything

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I can't replace and nor try to be your biological mom

[the_vampkitty]

But I still stand by my statement that you are a wanted and loved part of this family, I refer to you as my non-bellybutton daughter and if there is anything you need, even just a beading buddy I am here.

I can't say I totally know/understand what you're going through, but a lot of my life there are pieces of what you have written that I myself have written and the only advice I have is, we're all fucked up in this world...everyone wears masks.

Anything that may have or may not have happened makes your life different.