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[jemma_louise]

In the darkness I hear you calling, I search. I turn trying to find you, through endless nights and endless days. Hopelessness sets in, it moves around me, covering me, engulfing me and finally I begin to lose hope. I walk through the years unsure, forever alone with my memories and my thoughts, each place different, each time stranger than the one

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[kael_alexander]

In a crowded room, amongst friends... always alone. Something i have felt as well for far too long.

I avoided your Mother as much as possible. I couldn't stand her steely glares that seemed to pierce straight through me. I could never understand her but onely to compare her to my Father. Yet she was much colder. I do believe he always thought he was doing what was right.

[jemma_louise]

People hear Alone and they assume by yourself. But there is an ache inside you, that renders you alone, and that ache burns.

Your Father did what he thought was right, I never doubt that. I hurt when you hurt because he couldn't show you... But Mother, she was different... she never loved me. I don't believe she has it in her to ever truly love me.