In The Morning
Title: In the Morning
Pairing: Seunghyun/Jiyong (GTOP XD)
Rating: PG13 (???)
Genre: Fluff
Length: one-shot
Summary: Something is wrong. Too bad, its just jealousy.
A/N: I have been itching to write FOR DAYS. like for real. DAYS. but deym. spell busy, i'll tell you the spelling of my name XD so yea, i want to detach myself from angst, killing and whatever. and this is my fail attempt TT__TT oh whatever XD
You feel something awfully wrong.
Just so wrong that you jumped off the bed when your eyes just opened, see the bed if he was still there but found an empty space. You freak out, you rub your eyes to make sure that he wasn't really there, that being half awake is not an excuse for some morning hallucinations.
He wasn't really there, you tell yourself.
You open the door to the bathroom and found an empty space in front of you, the toiletries all fixed. The towel, both of them, still hanging calmly in the rack. Things are alright, but you just feel so wrong.
You walk fast outside your room to seek for him, even his shadow will do. A piece of something you don't know, just something to hold on to that he's there, that he's fucking there. You opened the door of your friends' room, found a sleeping DaeSung. Found Ri dancing to some tune, and then found an empty Dong Young Bae room.
Your heart pounded. Your brain went upside down. You feel like its apocalypse.
You feel that YoungBae's absence is the wrong thing you feel. You close the door gently, face flushed, thoughts of him with him bothers you so much that all you did was to walk back to your room, empty still, closed the door behind you and just stand there.
The fear that had been there since you entered the company, the fear that you're too scared to face, the fear is eating you wholly.The fear is just damn suffocating.
You keep repeating words like; he's his bestfriend. BESTFRIEND. BESTFRIEND. Nothing more,nothing less.
and so you say, you want to believe, but your brain tells you otherwise.
Until soft hands, arms, travel around your waist that you almost jumped thinking it was someone... someone you don't know. Not until your olfatics tell your brain that you know that smell, that only one person can smell like that. He rested his head on your shoulder, fill in the gap of the crook of your neck. As he exhales, you just close your eyes and held his arms which is still wrapped around your waist.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you trying to find YoungBae?" he uttered, his breath causing your heart to beat faster, your hands to tremble. "Hey, what's going on? You passed me by when I was just there lying dead like in the couch..." he asked again, this time you are sure of the wrong thing.
"Ji... I have to say something" You finally said. The next words that you are about to utter is something that you shouldn't be doing, since you're a guy. But you have to, you feel you have to. Because if not, then how would he know what you really feel? how would he know that you're dying inside, that you're being crushed every moment that he goes missing and you find an empty YoungBae room.
"I am jealous." Choi Seung Hyun is jealous, and he just had to admit that at 8 in the morning.
You expected him to be this man who would be over you,teasing because you're such a baby for being jealous, but instead, he unclasped his hands, let go of you, walked to face you with the awfully perfect smile on his face and said;
"Do you know how many times in a day I would always want to say that?"
You smirked, right brow raised, eyes in a state of confusion.
"Ji, I'm jealous" You repeated because you have nothing more to say. you're confused because he has no reasons to be jealous at all. You're not the one who stayed in the company for eight long years with Dong Young Bae.
"Thank You" he took your hands, put it around his waist as he pulls you closer that your lips are just inches away.
"Thank You for being jealous, Thank You for telling me that you are, thank you for everything, but you don't have to be" he softly pressed his lips against yours and all you did was to part your lips so his tongue would be able to go inside and once again makes you feel that your world is still in your hands, holding on to you, never wanting to let go.
"Where's Youngbae anyways?" you ask, eyes closed, not thinking.
"Stop making me jealous now" he answered and you realize you're both stupid. Being jealous because of one same person.
"I wish I stayed with you for those eight years" you muttered unconsciously as you again brush your lips against his. He paused and answered, and his answer just made you want to throw him on your bed and maybe rape him with consent.
"If you did, then I would have never been in love with you... you would just be in the bestfriend zone. Lucky man, came in the right time... you planned it all no?" he chuckled softly as you kiss him again, kiss him hard this time, pushing him to the bed and never thought about anything.
Never actually thought that the door is open, that it was 8 in the morning, that you just woke up.
Because that morning you knew some important things.
You are jealous. You love him too much to admit it.
And yes, you did mention that YOU DO LOVE HIM TOO MUCH.
Pairing: Seunghyun/Jiyong (GTOP XD)
Rating: PG13 (???)
Genre: Fluff
Length: one-shot
Summary: Something is wrong. Too bad, its just jealousy.
A/N: I have been itching to write FOR DAYS. like for real. DAYS. but deym. spell busy, i'll tell you the spelling of my name XD so yea, i want to detach myself from angst, killing and whatever. and this is my fail attempt TT__TT oh whatever XD
You feel something awfully wrong.
Just so wrong that you jumped off the bed when your eyes just opened, see the bed if he was still there but found an empty space. You freak out, you rub your eyes to make sure that he wasn't really there, that being half awake is not an excuse for some morning hallucinations.
He wasn't really there, you tell yourself.
You open the door to the bathroom and found an empty space in front of you, the toiletries all fixed. The towel, both of them, still hanging calmly in the rack. Things are alright, but you just feel so wrong.
You walk fast outside your room to seek for him, even his shadow will do. A piece of something you don't know, just something to hold on to that he's there, that he's fucking there. You opened the door of your friends' room, found a sleeping DaeSung. Found Ri dancing to some tune, and then found an empty Dong Young Bae room.
Your heart pounded. Your brain went upside down. You feel like its apocalypse.
You feel that YoungBae's absence is the wrong thing you feel. You close the door gently, face flushed, thoughts of him with him bothers you so much that all you did was to walk back to your room, empty still, closed the door behind you and just stand there.
The fear that had been there since you entered the company, the fear that you're too scared to face, the fear is eating you wholly.The fear is just damn suffocating.
You keep repeating words like; he's his bestfriend. BESTFRIEND. BESTFRIEND. Nothing more,nothing less.
and so you say, you want to believe, but your brain tells you otherwise.
Until soft hands, arms, travel around your waist that you almost jumped thinking it was someone... someone you don't know. Not until your olfatics tell your brain that you know that smell, that only one person can smell like that. He rested his head on your shoulder, fill in the gap of the crook of your neck. As he exhales, you just close your eyes and held his arms which is still wrapped around your waist.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you trying to find YoungBae?" he uttered, his breath causing your heart to beat faster, your hands to tremble. "Hey, what's going on? You passed me by when I was just there lying dead like in the couch..." he asked again, this time you are sure of the wrong thing.
"Ji... I have to say something" You finally said. The next words that you are about to utter is something that you shouldn't be doing, since you're a guy. But you have to, you feel you have to. Because if not, then how would he know what you really feel? how would he know that you're dying inside, that you're being crushed every moment that he goes missing and you find an empty YoungBae room.
"I am jealous." Choi Seung Hyun is jealous, and he just had to admit that at 8 in the morning.
You expected him to be this man who would be over you,teasing because you're such a baby for being jealous, but instead, he unclasped his hands, let go of you, walked to face you with the awfully perfect smile on his face and said;
"Do you know how many times in a day I would always want to say that?"
You smirked, right brow raised, eyes in a state of confusion.
"Ji, I'm jealous" You repeated because you have nothing more to say. you're confused because he has no reasons to be jealous at all. You're not the one who stayed in the company for eight long years with Dong Young Bae.
"Thank You" he took your hands, put it around his waist as he pulls you closer that your lips are just inches away.
"Thank You for being jealous, Thank You for telling me that you are, thank you for everything, but you don't have to be" he softly pressed his lips against yours and all you did was to part your lips so his tongue would be able to go inside and once again makes you feel that your world is still in your hands, holding on to you, never wanting to let go.
"Where's Youngbae anyways?" you ask, eyes closed, not thinking.
"Stop making me jealous now" he answered and you realize you're both stupid. Being jealous because of one same person.
"I wish I stayed with you for those eight years" you muttered unconsciously as you again brush your lips against his. He paused and answered, and his answer just made you want to throw him on your bed and maybe rape him with consent.
"If you did, then I would have never been in love with you... you would just be in the bestfriend zone. Lucky man, came in the right time... you planned it all no?" he chuckled softly as you kiss him again, kiss him hard this time, pushing him to the bed and never thought about anything.
Never actually thought that the door is open, that it was 8 in the morning, that you just woke up.
Because that morning you knew some important things.
You are jealous. You love him too much to admit it.
And yes, you did mention that YOU DO LOVE HIM TOO MUCH.