Two journals, twice the fun

[jen_13]

So it's kind of weird to have two journals now, but I was feeling a little weird bitching about my ovarian cysts and constant pain on my other journal. I also didn't feel like sharing my weight loss journey with the group of people that read my other journal because some of them I do know in person, and some I do not. My best way to keep my battles

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[ripleyflutterby]

What kind of treatment are you getting for the endo?

[jen_13]

Well currently I am doing nothing about the endometriosis, and it's quite frustrating. I haven't had health insruence for about a year now, and as you know treatment for endo is very expensive...soo...I've been kind of out of luck. Lately I'm getting ovarian cysts monthly (I only know this by feel) my scar tissue is back in full force and I feel like a total wreck. I had a lap about a year an a half ago before my insurence ran out, it took away my adhesion pain for quite a while, but the husband and I thought it might be smart to try to get pregnant so I went off my birth controll pills..the catch with that is they were keeping my endo under control.
I'm angry about it all, I'm frustrated, I'm upset...I have a full range of emotions mostly because I feel helpless without the health insurence to save my ass. And, we've been trying for over 6 months now and no pregnancy..so I'm obviosly going to be one of those women with endo that has a hard time getting pregnant. Endo sucks!