i just got back ( Read more... )

grr. i'm in a fucking shit mood. 'oh surprise surprise' i hear you cry, but trust me, this is perfectly justified ( Read more... )

cant really describe stuff with my own words, so i'm using lyrics ( Read more... )

fuck. shit with mike just got shitter. dont think its right to discuss it on this journal though so i'll talk soon. x

sorry about that last entry, it made me sound self-obsessive and suicidal, neither of which i am (at the moment!) its just that i cant seem to find the right words to describe whats up at the moment, maybe i dont even know. one day i will find out why i never seem to be content, and when i do, you will be the first to know ( Read more... )

do you ever get the feeling that you are looking into a goldfish bowl as your life? you see the people milling around, heading for disaster but are not actually involved? as if you not being there would make fuck all difference to the people inside? cos thats how i feel at the moment. its as clare always quotes from donny darco, 'an increased ( Read more... )

i wish that i didnt judge people too quickly ( Read more... )

our school is gay. i dont want to whinge so i wont mention unfair suspensions.

mike (not bowerman) is gay. but i dont wanna talk about that.

shit* is gay.

now that i've made my sentiments known, i'll bugger off and leave you to ignore my moans.

me x

* shit = random stuff that i want to acknowledge as gay but cant be bothered to go into detail.

grow up. look at the bigger picture. think - we have spent nearly five years at sph. how much of that has been wasted by arguments and bitchyness? how much more fun would it have been if we had just shown a modicom of maturity.

i'll say it again : grow up.
x x x

how much more fuckter can this fucked up world get? random question. think about it.

every day in every way i'm falling. random lyric. think about that too.

yawn.
jen x