writing still sucks... it just makes me so sad. everything i write taylor makes so much better...
i want to run and get in bed with phillip... im so sick of remembering high school

i miss being whinny and pathodic, having someone take care of me and love me and hold me

im so glad to be talking with the doctor now. it makes me feel so much

ugh holy jesus ( Read more... )

as college is getting closer and closer... it is beginning to feel like i am going back to high school. i hadnt seen or talked to anyone from high school until like last week. now i am beginning to miss alot of the people i saw all the time and all the classes and such. but then i snap back and realize that isnt want it was really like and that ( Read more... )

so guys i am leaving for new york in like 7 hours and i am not finished packing .. in fact i just started. im in this excitied nervous state right now. washing my clothes cleaning my car... folding clothes... ugh

i am so ready to get out of here... more and more i dont want to be in dallas. i have yet to find anyone to hang out with from sherman. i know there are tons of people there but most are the kinds that you find in trailors ( Read more... )

ok so i leave for sherman today and i will be back saturday afternoon ... but must work at desperados on saturday night... then drive back and work at road house sunday night!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO

ok so see you cats later!

ugh two weeks till new york... i am so not ready

my world has come crashing down again ( Read more... )

so im drunk ( Read more... )

well honey its been a while but i love you move than you know ( Read more... )