I am currently irritated by my "other" you may call it. I dont want to use his name because I already feel bad for writing this. But, I read something about needing to speak your mind about things and that women are losing this aspect of themselves because they are afraid of how their mate would respond. I felt like telling my other what I am going ( Read more... )

the end my life is falling apart, little by little and hating everyday more and more. My attitudes are changing to hatred towards everything I come in contact with and/or just a bitch attitude ( Read more... )

As I look at this list of things that I am suppose to check if I did do this or did not, I look at the list after I am done and realize I have not done alot in my life so far. I feel a need to go out and do more. I should and should get another job to do it. I think its very important to get out more then to stay in. I have taken in alot under my ( Read more... )

The day started out with rushing in time, making sure I was going to learn some material as well as not fall asleep in class. It turned totally opposite as the day ended. With the wind blowing across the sand while having it between my teeth, I could only invision my best friend and I  on a nice warm day, hanging out while laying in the sand and ( Read more... )

After talking about memories around the table of my father, I noticed, that my dad as a parent and a person, he was one of a kind. Its going to be hard to find someone that was such a person like him. One day, I hope I follow in his steps and become so lively as him.

To you dad. Thank you.

Today is the day that changed my life forever.

Today is the day that made me know how much my friend(s) really cared.

Today is the day that Brett B came to my aide and tried to make us all feel better and to this day, I cannot fully get mad at him.

Today is the day when I will always buy two trees.

Today is the day that showed me how the dark side can ( Read more... )

I find it difficult to run your life when you have no parents. I thought I was strong enough to not need parents, and think that if you put all your will into it, you could live without them. But as harsh as reality is, I still need a parent and feel sorry for those that are in a worse situation then myself, still without parents. Parents give you ( Read more... )

I could use a drink right about now.

lost.scattered.alone.scared.fearful.upset.worried.

When people or family members ask me, " What does Jenae want to do in future?" or "What does Jenae want to do ( Read more... )