He is so wonderful. I love being with him; he makes me so happy. Everything about him is so awesome; his smile, the way he looks at me, the way he loves me. I've gotten to spend a lit of time with him lately. I seriously couldn't ask for anything better. It seems like whenever you are with someone, something about them or something about the ( Read more... )

My weekend was interesting, but way fun. It started with Thursday night Halloween (happy bday Kyle!), I went over to Marc’s house. I wore this awesome new black shirt and a SHORT black shirt and fishnets. I should wear all black more often. I’m always worried all look all goth or something, but I don’t b/c of my hair. We had a lot of fun. We played ( Read more... )

I had the funnest weekend! Thursday night I stayed at Marc’s and Friday we went to SAN FRANCISCO! I love going there, I just hate the damn perpetual traffic. We went to the California Academy of Sciences, and it was soooo cool! (b/c I’m a big science geek!) It was this huge museum, and they had so much cool stuff: and aquarium (with PENGUINS and ( Read more... )

I'm happy that he is happy . . . . . . . . without me . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . really I am . . . . .

I feel like shit. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this shitty. I am so hurt. The 2 friends I love the most have hurt me, and I have hurt them. I can’t believe it happened the way it did. I can’t believe I was that stupid. I can’t believe she did that to me. What a shitty thing to do. Lying sucks. Trying to keep up with lies sucks. I’m not going to ( Read more... )

I had the best weekend. To be followed by one of the saddest days ever ( Read more... )

I am so frickin frustrated . . . .

I strive for excellence. I work my ass off for everything that I want. I don't do things half assed, and I don't understand people that do. I strive for my independence. Nothing would make me happier than to know that I can take care of ME. I don't need anyone to help me out, financially or otherwise. I want my own life, my own career, my own place ( Read more... )

01. When did we meet ( Read more... )

I had the BEST weekend! I spent SOOO much time with Marc. Friday night I went out with him and some of his work friends. I surprised him b/c he said that he liked square French manicure nails, so I had my nails done on Friday. They’re so pretty! I love them. It took a while to get used to them, but I really like them now. It’s just odd b/c I can’t ( Read more... )