(no subject)
JOY.
in about an hour I get to go to the dentists to get 2-3 new fillings
then get to go again in just over a week to make it up to 5 >.<
Am a bad person and have not visited the dentist for around 12 years. couple this with poor dental hygiene. >.<
Oh well I'm getting what I deserve I suppose.
the problem is it makes me think about my past and stuff that I should've done back then but didn't
I didn't get braces back then. am regretting that now as I have a stupidly overcrowded mouth and it's very difficult to clean my teeth because of it.
Other things I should have done.
Not gotten into debt - speaks for itself.
maybe chosen a different career path.
Kept in touch with more of my school friends.
Kept in touch with more of the AFD bunch. I became stupidly anti social and left the place. and now i miss it all.
Kept fit better.
above all it all makes me realise how much I've screwed my life over.
the one big thing that is stopping me changing is I'm too lazy to change o.o