i tried to post this on facebook but it didnt work because it was too long so fuck facebook.

[jendevil]

i feel like im inside a bell jar. "The bell jar is an inverted glass jar, generally used to display an object of scientific curiosity, contain a certain kind of gas, or maintain a vacuum." Thats where I live today. In a place where all the world is moving around, living their lives, and I can only sit here and watch... interacting but not really

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[ample_paranoia]

I was just talking about The Bell Jar last night... But as far as what you said, sometimes I think its okay to be a bit disconnected, it takes a lot of energy to keep up with everything you have been going through lately. Taking a step back might not be the worst thing.

I am happy to see you write though. Livejournal seems to be a dying art.