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I'm waking up in night terror.
Can't stop the future, keeps pushing me ahead.
I feel the weight of the world crushing down on me.
And time seems so linear
Decisions seem so absolute.
It's a harsh realm
Don't abandon me.
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i havent smoked in like 7 weeks or something. i started a new diet. uni still fucking sucks. i feel like crying alot lately. i want to be creative again. i stole a magazine today. then i lied about it. because i actually stole two. im kinda off life lately. im trapped and bored and jealous. i miss you. -
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four weeks smoke free (y) -
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Last night I had a huge fight with mum that was instigated and fueled as always by her alcoholism. I can't be bothered to go into the specifics, honestly it doesn't even matter. The point is it got so bad I had I leave for the night because I didn't feel comfortable or safe at home.
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I'm in the process of quitting smoking. I'm taking this pill called Champix. This past week I've had I think four or five cigarettes, which is pretty good considering I usually smoke anywhere between 10 and 20 a day. It hasn't been nearly as bad as I thought it would be. The first smoke-free day was a bit tough but other than that I haven't felt ( Read more... ) -
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the last two days have been BALLS. cant be bothered to go into details but the bigger things sucked, aka car breaking down, going to cost an effing mint to fix, and the little things sucked, like accidentally dropping my fav sunglasses down a drain :(
booooooooooo
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awesome week. hangs. productivity. great friends. new friends. inside jokes and new jokes that will not die (papsmear!!!). fun fun fun. great new books to read. paid photography jobs. realisations. wii parties. mysterious popcorn arsonists. damien getting voted out of SYTYCD. jake and amir videos. making the decision to quit smoking. finding $10 ( Read more... ) -
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Someone give me a fucking job, seriously. This shit is starting to get old. -
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I'm redecorating my room.
It doesnt sound like much, but I think it's a good starter for a new change.
Repainting, rearranging, remodeling. I'm looking forward to doing it.
I'm such a horder of junk, its gonna be a good chance to do a ruthless cull of all the shit I've been hiding away for a rainy day.
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Oh, in other news, I have a new love affair with this guy, Frank Turner. He used to be in old british hardcore bands back in the 90's, but now he does his own solo stuff. I will have his linguistic babies ( Read more... )