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[jenellers]

You say that I treat you like a book on a shelf.
I don't take you out that often because I know that I completed you
and that's why you are here. ..
that's the reason why you stay here.
how awful that must feel.
you said you would be my dream, I could have you every night
and if, by morning, I'd forgotten you well no big deal, it'd be all right cause you're the reoccurring kind.
you are the reoccurring kind. You never really leave my mind.
are you the love of my lifetime? Because there have been times I've had my doubts.
we were just kids when I first kissed you in the attic of my parents house,
and I wish we were there now.
that took so long to figure out..
what this book has been about.
now I write when I'm away letters that you never read..
you said go to explore those other women,
the geography of their bodies but there is just one map you'll need.
you are a boomerang you see. You will return to me.
you will.
you will..
you will..
because if you don't, then this book is all lies.
if you don't, then my plans would be all ruined.
if you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before.
and I just wont have a future anymore.

i love you baby but... jesus.
you're a fucking spaz.