Oh... My... God...

Feb 21, 2008 22:39

Wow... I can't believe I'm doing this.

I suppose I better explain what *this* is.

For a while now, I've been thinking about moving out. I live at home with my parents, and although its an easy life, we're driving each other nuts. Hence the desire to move out.

Now I have a budget of about £500 a month to spend on rent, so I decided to look to see what I could get.

NOTHING! Well not unless you count a bedsit or a house share.

So me and my mum looked at buying. We set a budget based on what my bank would give me for a mortgage, £130,000. With that money it looked as though the only thing I could get was once again, a bedsit, or a studio flat. but then bang, ex local authority places started appearing.

Now there are issues here. Only a couple of lenders will give a mortgage on ex-local authority for various reasons. They're usually still in the middle of social housing developments, and they can spring up surprise maintainence costs. But seriously, when a large two bed flat comes on the market for the same price as a ROOM in a house share, anyone would be tempted.

I'm VERY tempted. I've been to see it. I LOVE it... Now I'm just a bit...

Oh... My... God...

Can I really do this? Can I buy a flat?

I feel no where near grown up enough for this... *panics* Not to mention what a squeeze a mortgage would put on my finances. All that lovely ka-ching I've saved would be gone... I'll have to quit smoking. I wouldn't get my new car. My Website will have to go... my LJ might have to too... (at least i would have to downgrade...)

However...

I really really love this flat. I really need my own space now and this flat... well... Its huge!!! it has a balcony... it has a room I can use as a study. *sigh* I can see a gazillion things I could do to it. I want it.

I WANT IT!

I'M SCARED

*head explodes*

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